Psalm 56 Thou shalt not fear~ God.

³ What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee.

⁴ In God I will praise his word, in God I have put my trust; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me.

In times of distress and oppression, are you looking for someone to help you? or just maybe just to listen to you? nonetheless, you endure every pain. No one you think can help you or even bother to lean and hear your words. 


Sometimes in life, there are those problems that we just keep it in our own. We tend to think that its better not to tell others because they might not help you. Or its just the way around, you really want to keep it for your own sake.


If you wanted to ask me, I am doing the same thing. I had felt in life that no body in this world could help me. I was thinking of things that are not rightful like ending my life after all. For us, its the easiest way to escape our problem. To end it in our own. I cannot even tell to my parents or to my closest friend. I had thought that if I might tell them then I am assure that they will view me different from then. 

But i did not end my life just for a single mistake. I meditate and meditate until I remember God. I remember how He forgave sinners even the most sinful on earth can be forgiven. I even remember that I can talk to Him regarding my problem. And I knew He has power to resolve it. 
I was happy then when He insinuated that He is still there. God moves to every hearts. It only us that we must open our hearts and hear Him. He is and He can and He speaks heart to heart.


This we must always our trust in Him and not in our own sake. We cannot handle alone, I tell you, we must handle it with God to be peacefully arrive the rightest answer to our problems. God always assure that you can get over a single problem. This will not bring you down to your own faith. This will be just a way to see God in a clearer view. :)