51 Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.
3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.
4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.
5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.
6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.
Here it is I want to share with you my 'philosophy talk experience' before. It was also this day when I attended this philosophical talk by Mr. Gojocco. I can't deny that he is really a legend and one of the most awesomeness professor in our school. He shared a lot about the basic of philosophy and sharing the definition by life's experience itself. Well the start was good for me. I can sink in everything. I was even thinking and praying that I should be open minded this time. I was also wondering if I will walk out or cry if he will justify God as not true. What if he will be talking a lot of 'there is no God' at all? Will I cry? Will my faith be twisted? will I believe him? Will I leave my good God?
The answer is I kept my butt seated yet I wanted to cry and at the same time I have a puzzled feelings. :'((
Yes, he disclosed about these things and the absence of God. One argument that made me paused was that when he told us that if God is really a JUST God, why does He condemn or punishes his creation ETERNALLY yet that man just sinned for a LITTLE TIME ON EARTH. WHY ETERNALLY? IS IT REALLY JUST?
Yes, he disclosed about these things and the absence of God. One argument that made me paused was that when he told us that if God is really a JUST God, why does He condemn or punishes his creation ETERNALLY yet that man just sinned for a LITTLE TIME ON EARTH. WHY ETERNALLY? IS IT REALLY JUST?
Well, I cannot really answer this mind blowing question. No, I don't want to leave God just because of this statement. This wouldn't replace the miracles, testimonies and answered prayers being proven by God, right? Why should I exchange my faith for just an argument? from just a belief of other people? They have a dangerous mind.Okay, I admit that my mind is little and I close concepts like those notions. I am close minded, I admit it. And so what? I guess, being like this will protect my heart and the truth I had known right? As stated in the bible, the mind is a dangerous tool. God did not limit us to think of those things but we should remember that God gave us to have a freedom in our choices, to follow what the little mind tells us or the Big God who created us.
He shares that God was dead. He never exist at all. Should I be glad or to walk out now? I am glad to hear these things. Bla bla bla. You know what, these what made me stronger. Since i am now at a wider and liberated place, I am able to hold my faith and eager to know God more deeply.
I am waiting for God to answer me but this is not possible.
The best thing I should do is to guard my mind and pray. No one can erase/delete/dump my belief with God. God is implanted in my heart. He had done many things and it wasn't rightful for me to leave him alone.
How about you? do you still not contended? Can you share? :)
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