Psalm 79 When the heathen say....

Psalm 79

King James Version (KJV)

79 O god, the heathen are come into thine inheritance; thy holy temple have they defiled; they have laid Jerusalem on heaps.

² The dead bodies of thy servants have they given to be meat unto the fowls of the heaven, the flesh of thy saints unto the beasts of the earth.
³ Their blood have they shed like water round about Jerusalem; and there was none to bury them.
⁴ We are become a reproach to our neighbours, a scorn and derision to them that are round about us.
⁵ How long, Lord? wilt thou be angry for ever? shall thy jealousy burn like fire?
⁶ Pour out thy wrath upon the heathen that have not known thee, and upon the kingdoms that have not called upon thy name.
⁷ For they have devoured Jacob, and laid waste his dwelling place.
⁸ O remember not against us former iniquities: let thy tender mercies speedily prevent us: for we are brought very low.
⁹ Help us, O God of our salvation, for the glory of thy name: and deliver us, and purge away our sins, for thy name's sake.
¹⁰ Wherefore should the heathen say, Where is their God? let him be known among the heathen in our sight by the revenging of the blood of thy servants which is shed.
¹¹ Let the sighing of the prisoner come before thee; according to the greatness of thy power preserve thou those that are appointed to die;
¹² And render unto our neighbours sevenfold into their bosom their reproach, wherewith they have reproached thee, O Lord.
¹³ So we thy people and sheep of thy pasture will give thee thanks for ever: we will shew forth thy praise to all generations.

I had experienced being persecuted and even question about my God. They would laugh at my back and say I am in wrong congregation, wrong church and my faith was not true.
In times of trouble, they would even laugh harder and say again, where is your God whom you trust and a helper? Why do you experience such grief if you really had the real God.
I was hurt. They were denying the presence of my God. They judged my faith and my God. My God do not exist.
I was in terrible hurt when they say about this. I kept silent and prayed God. I prayed God and tell Him, "prove me now LORD!" I f you are the real God I am praising right now, grant my prayer!today...I had trust You.please teach me now to trust You again and not these heathens who dont believe you. Let them be amazed to what you had done to me. Let them open their eyes and prove them that they are wrong.

God did it. He grant my wish and now continuously still working for my life. indeed, He is the true one.