Psalm 66. Test your Lord.

¹⁸ If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me:

¹⁹ But verily God hath heard me; he hath attended to the voice of my prayer.

²⁰ Blessed be God, which hath not turned away my prayer, nor his mercy from me.

¹⁰ For thou, O God, hast proved us: thou hast tried us, as silver is tried.

¹¹ Thou broughtest us into the net; thou laidst affliction upon our loins.

¹² Thou hast caused men to ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water: but thou broughtest us out into a wealthy place.

When proving God, I had a lot of stories. Had you ever felt when you want to back out for something that upset you because what you had expected turned out to be the opposite of it?

I had tried it many times. But I never dare to back out. That's the reason I still stay with Him. 

There were things in life that we ask for it because we are eager to have it. and this time, I tested God if He is the real God i am worshiping.

Well, this became a little hard for me because I dared God. I said one in my prayers, "God, if you are the REAL GOD. Prove it to me. I am asking for it yet it seems that you never listen. This time I dont want to have any miracle but a real answer from you. I dare You God, if you are the Real God, give it to me if you know that I deserve it."

After patiently waiting for the answer, God just made it perfect and clean and straight. God showed that He must the real God to be praised. All I had thought that God turned away and tired of listening of the same prayers and petitions. Yet, God never leaves pala. He never do that to His CHILD. 

My friend I tell you, I f you feel that God is not working it for you. Dont worry God work in silence and He wants to surprise cuz He knows that this will make you happy. Try to be patient and of course a continuous prayers.